silence........

i once read a blog (i couldn't recall which 1) which tells about a boy with autism that began with something along the lines of “x's birthday is the saddest day of the year".. and i am certainly stunned by it at that time.. n entah kenapa, this mix feelings kembali melanda hati ini.. really2 sedih bila ingat2 balik on what had happened.. honestly, it isn't simple as what some people said to just simply forget about it.. (how could i denies the saddest episodes in my life??.. lebih2 lagi when those day had sumthing that leaves out very significant meanings to diri aku sendiri)... tapi hari ini, on 23rd of October 2009, i received something that really wat aku tersenyum n dapat neutralkan balik rasa sedih aku tu.. i'm totally forgot about everythings that happened in my surrounding.. (dalam senyum, tiba2 teringat lak the moment of those 3rd May 2009, 2:54am.. hehe).. hmm, xpe la.. only those that really2 close to me je yang tahu what i've gone through..

anyway, just let the pictures explain the rest...



then how about the presents??...........
well, it is for certain that i won't share it right here... (rahsia rumahtangga... hehe)

so, setakat itu sahaja lah dari aku yg baru sahaja pulih dari penyakit emo ni.. sekian~.....